Saturday, August 22, 2009

been a while

It has been a while since my last post and my life has been turned up side down..my son is living in a hospital a phyciatric type hospital for the endeffinate future,, and it was not a choice i made...it was somethin that happened that ultamautlly put him there for who knows how long but prob at least a year or more..I miss him so much..he is my baby boy and i miss cuddleing with him on movie nights and even miss his teenage temper tantrums.
I have also just recenlty..like the 17th had surgery I had to have a full hysterectomy do to growths on my overies and other issues ...it was the final step tome never being able tohave another child. It saddnes me terribly.....Im in alot of post op pain but trying to make it through.
I am still very lonely, Looking for MR RIGHT. A good god fearing Christian man who knows how to treat a woman. DOnt know if ill find it or not..but its what im looking for none the less...
SOsorry about such a short update but wanted to drop in while i could..please keep praying ..i can use all i can get in that department.